The Curious Case of the Conjured Reality that Lives inside my Mind

My mind simply doesn't yield to my endless plea for rest. I close my eyes to sleep every night, but it seems I hold a chasing contest with slumber nightly where over and over again, I emerge as a sore and tired loser. Sleep, in theory, has been integrated into our instinctive existence to ensure that our body including all the organs inside it, gets to reset, recharge, and rest to function effectively every day. I do not seem to enjoy such an evolutionary reality. Something is wrong with my freaking brain. From things ethereal to mundane experiences to most kept secrets, my mind keeps on projecting them to me like a vintage view master toy even with my eyes closed. I just wish my mind evolved to be average or even something joyful as idiotic. They say ignorance is bliss. I long to be blissful and be able to find joy from nonsensical earthly issues. I would trade this mi...